At crosspoints, and frankly; I feel pretty lost. (And to think this hasn't even officially started.) Moving on about the whole headstart we're supposed to get in the past week, I still don't know what I want, neither have I had the time to sit down and actually sort anything out. I used to have this prefect master plan marking every tiny definition etched out on my to be JC life, but as the natural tendency of life, plans go awry. I realise I don't enjoy certain things as I thought I once did, but yet again 6 days doesn't leave me alot of time to decide what I do enjoy. I feel like running away from it all, but I've had too much of that along with the strings that've rendered themselves impossible to detach. For now, its another 4 days of indulgent behaviour at the CNY cookie counter before life officially begins again. Or ends.

Labels: Ramblings, Studies